Is it worth it?

Is it worth it
To see her face everyday
And know, I caused her pain.
Is it worth it
To be put down
And criticized daily.
Is it worth it
To stay here
When all I do is ruin things.
Is it worth it
To give my heart away
Only to have it broken.
Is it worth it
To let him push me around
When he's not my father.
Is it worth it
To being alive
When no one wants you to be.
Is it worth it
To stay on Earth
When I'm not happy.
Is it worth it?