~A dAy In A LifE As Me~

My life story consists of me living in more than one place. One place, is a lie. My other place completely reality. And another place is kind of like a dream.
**My lie is school. I play a role. A happy peppy person. Im pretty good because everyone believes it. I put on a good facade.
** My other place is at my foster house. It hits me in my mind. I come home to strangers. They are kind and caring. I feel welcome there. I tell my foster mom like everything. And then she gives me advice. It works only when im not that depressed.
**The another place Is at my moms. I go there every weekend. When I walk in I look around and think " This isn't how we use to live!" And then I look at my mom and think this isn't what my mom use to look like. I cry deep down inside.
This is a day in the life as me.