A Darkened World

My life is upside down sometimes
It gets out of control,
This spinning spiral
The darkness that surrounds me
Sometimes it consumes me
The darkness that tightens around my heart
It feels a lot like a black hole
a endless fall
I feel like I'm drowning in water
Sinking deeper and deeper
Sometimes, foregetting the ones I loved
Forgetting who I really was
Falling deeper and farther inside myself
To the darkest places
My life is not always like this, but it feels like it
Always it
Never a light
To guide me away from this dark.
Only a dark tunnel that travels
Further and further inside myself
It's not a lie to say the medical term
Is depression
I am just to far gone from your protection