Any Pain

It feels like clouds inside my head,

When I think of all the things you have said.

How many days had my heart bled?

You're pulling it apart, thread by thread.

I'm so sorry if I've misread,

But it feels like I'm swallowing sugar made of lead.

Sometimes, I'd like to be amongst the dead.

Through shark infested waters is where I tread.

I think of how much I miss you each day,

And it seems like you have nothing to say.

I didn't want to go away,

And I'm sorry for your heart that I did betray.

I didn't want to go astray,

But I'm here, right now, today.

Without you my skies are gray.

I need you, dear, please don't delay.

I really wish that you could see,

That I love you with every part of me.

This is my heart, you hold the key.

When we kiss my heart skips like a broken cd.

I remember when you and I were we.

I'm trying to rebuild it out of the debris.

I'm crying out, for you, I plea.

Only with you, can my soul be free.

I try to act like I'm just fine.

I don't like to whine,

But the way I feel about you is hard to define.

When you touch me, chills go up my spine.

I'm trying to walk in a strait line,

But how much longer til I can call you mine?

Show me you care, give me a sign.

Before I slice into my blood line.

I need you, love.

I'm wishing on each star, above.

Am I something you'd like to dispose of?

Catch me like you're a baseball glove.

Make me feel free, like a dove.

You're one thing, I'll never let go of.

Unpleasant things, to the side, we'll shove.

Baby, you're all I'm thinking of.

I just want to hold your hand.

Right now I'm so broken that I can't stand.

This pain is something quite unplanned,

But I'm trying to meet your every demand.

You're scared, so you bury your head in the sand,

And I'm really trying to understand,

But I feel like I'm drowning on dry land.

I don't want our love to ever disband.

I will always love you, forever.

Any pain I will endeavor.

I want you every day, whenever.

I need you here with me, wherever.

I won't give you up, no way, never.

Please tell me, you won't go, ever.

Baby, don't just say whatever.

My love for you, nothing can sever.