Is This Why I'm Here?

Why does the universe exist?
Why does nature exist?
Why do people exist?
Why do I exist?

Why am I here?

Is it to dread waking up every morning?
Because that’s what it feels like.
I hate waking up
And not knowing what dreadful things are going to happen.

Am I here so I could feel everyone’s emotions?
Because that’s what it feels like.
People push all of their emotions onto me,
Thinking I would be able to handle it all.

Am I here to know all the secrets of the world?
Because that’s what it feels like.
The world puts all its weight onto my shoulders,
And I can’t keep up with it all.

Am I here so I could watch people die right in front of me?
Because that’s what it feels like.
People are just taken away from me
And I hate it.

Am I here so I could feel alone all the time?
Because that’s how I feel.
Whenever I need someone to talk to no one’s there.
They all just leave me when I need them the most.

Is this why I’m here?