Emptiness

She bleeds, she feels empty
the tears are always there
she cuts, she doesn't feel the pain
wondering why this is
It's a waste of time
no one will understand
she doesn't even understand
to her , the cuts just appear
she doesn't remember where they come from
at least, that's what she claims
she's full of emptiness
she knows no pain
never has she known how it feels
blinded by emptiness
she feels nothing
not anymore
she can cut forever
hours on end
she'll still never know
what pain feels like
all there is inside her
is a never ending pool
filled so deep with nothing
nothing but emptiness
so numb