To Be Honest, I'm Not Sure What You Want

I'm hungry, but i dont wanna eat.
I'm tired, but i dont wanna sleep.
I'm sick, but i dont wanna get better.
I'm usless, and i cant seem to care.
I'm lost, but i dont know where I'm falling, and i wont be caught.
I'm reminding myself of all that im not.
I'm losing and i cant seem to win.
I'm rightous but i cant stop the sin. I throw jokes and maybe even a taunt.
But to be honest, I'm not sure what i want...