Letter She Left Behind

5:30 AM I wake up to a thug
I walk to a kitchen oh so small
And grab my favorite coffee mug
& Pour myself some dunkin' donuts coffee
I walk back down my short as ever hall
& And get ready in my bathroom that's tiny

Once I am finally ready
And now running late
I hurry down stairs & try to get a taxi
Man, how I hate running late

Finally I get a cab
& Help with loading my bags in back
"Where ya goin' lad?"
He was an Irish man named Jack
"JFK flying Jet Blue."
"Going home are for a few?"
"Yes, how'd you know?"
"The way you said it I just know."

Once we got there
The next thing I know I’m up in the air
This trio was not a plan
It all happened last night
When I received a call from my aunt Jan
She emailed me the info about my flight

She couldn't over the phone explain it
So instead she sent it in an email
After reading it, the paper was not longer white and pale
For the ink was smudged, from when the tears hit

The words had only made my eyes blur
For I thought they'd be from her
Rather then reading the words from my sister

My Dearest Sissy,
I hope you never read this,
But if you do, please don't spend time missing me.
Just be happy God let me be your Big Sis.
Please don’t spend time pondering who I could have been
And don't go over the what if's that could have happened
When you think of me,
Don't think of some tragedy
Think of a moment in which
You will laugh until you cry
Like when we convinced that guy, we modeled for Abercrombie & Fitch
He may have been hot, but he was gullible
Sissy, do know that I love you
And when the sky is blue
Remember the time that we took our cat Mr. Bink
And dyed him bright PINK.
I don't ever want you to feel alone
Since it's only you at home.
I am now up in Heaven,
Where I will forever be twenty- seven

With all my love to you Sissy,
Gabriella Ann [Gabby]
I nicely folded the letter up, though I was angry
Why had Gabby written this
The next feeling I felt was melancholy
I now wanted to know why HE took my Big Sis.