Lost

It's all gone.
Everything I once treasured; loved; cared for.
GONE.
Im no longer breathing.
No longer beating.
I'm slipping into insolation.

When'd it get so dark?

I try to call out: "Mummy?" I whisper.
There's no reply.
"Daddy?" My own voice cuts through me like a knife.
"BROTHER!"
"LOVER!"
"FRIEND!"
Where have you gone?

I'm alone.
Deserted in these wastelands.
Only my thoughts offer me company now.
They speak no words of wisdom; comfort; love.
Only desperation.
I'm all alone.
With only my blackened heart to guide me.

It's too much.
I'm falling to heavens feet.
I'm hurtling down to hell.
I'm fading...
I'm dieing.
I am...
Gone.