Best Friendless

My heart pumps but its sore,
Don’t come any closer I can’t take much more,
You promised me the impossible,
Now the tears are unstoppable,
You meant the world to me,
But you got away with it so easily,
You broke the one thing I held so close,
Why was it I you chose?
Why did you leave me those smiling scars?
Why did you leave me behind so far?
The memories we mad still flash in my mind,
Happiness without you is hard to find,
Words hurt but silence is even more painful,
Lying is bad but being deceitful is shameful,
Why didn’t you leave me there to die?
Why for so many years did you lie?
Why do you get such a high from my hurt?
You know what lies under the sleeves of my sweatshirt,
Why did you fix me then break me again?
Never had I thought of our friendship as pretend,
I thought I had a sister for life,
But you were the one to put in the knife,
It wasn’t enough to try to smother out the hope,
But you took away the one thing that helped me to cope,
My best friend…