Infectious

Don't come near me
I'm infectious
You could catch my horrible disease
In my mind, I'm sending out warnings,
But nobody is hearing them.
They don't know what they are getting into
They don't know my past
My present
My future
Because its all the same
Hurting the people around me
Impatience
Anger
Sadness.
I give it to people,
To everyone around me.
They all have it,
Because I've given it to them
I don't think they would be better off without me,
Mind you,
I know they would be better without me
They only way my life would be complete,
Is if it ended.
But that would be selfish.
I wouldn't want to pass that on
To everybody else.
Or wait.
Do I?
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I want to stress, again, that this does NOT refer to any of my friends. It's simple a poem, it does have emotion behind it, but I don't think this of any of my friends. I think I can be all these things, and it's sort of like I'm talking to myself in the poem. Please please please comment! I want to know your opinion, not just of my writing, but of this situation in general. Your support means the world to me.