Minds games

You told me you like me,
and I was so young to believe it.
You told me we could have fun,
little did I know you were playing games,
and that I'd regret it.
I had the biggest crush on you,
would do anything for you to see you smile.
Would walk through fire,
walk 1000 miles.
But all you wanted was sex,
and everytime I get a text,
I give in to your emotional games,
but the fact that you can't hug me in public,
is driving me insane.
You can fuck me in private,
and tell me sweet nothings in my ear.
You keep giving me false hope,
because you know that you leaving is what I fear.
You're pulling on my heart strings,
you don't even realize that when I see you talking to another girl,
it fucking stings.
Like being struck by 100 bolts of electricity,
all I want to do is hold you and feel sweet bliss, free.
But I guess thats just too much for you,
or maybe I am just too fucked up to be with you.
So I just stay content with you only being able to take me to the bedroom,
instead of being sad, all alone in this secret doom.
Thats what it is,
a big secret.
I don't wanna forget,
that moment you could barely keep your eyes off me.
So I just let it happen,
just so you won't forget me.
All I wanna do it be with you and treat you right,
but you can't trust people,
someone getting too close gives you a fright.
You're scared to get hurt,
well I am too.
We have both been through
enough pain and mind games.
So stop this and just trust me.
Stop acting like a lust fiend.
Let me take care of you and treat you the way you deserve to be,
believe me.
Trust me.
Love me..
Let me prove to you that I'm not like the rest.
I ain't a cheating whore,
I can be your very best.
If you just give me a chance,
make your decision quick,
because I don't know how much longer I can last..