I Just Want To

I just want to write
My pen moving forever
To get away from the world
The strings to it I would sever

I just want to smile
At least for a day
Instead of crying
My life away

I just want to be me
Because there is no other
And because "we are beautiful"
Those wise words of my mother

I just want to live
Not forever, but for long
I want a while before
I sing the Angel's song

I just want to love
For longer than a week
I want it to last forever
And not leave me feeling bleak

I just want to sing
With a beautiful voice
No this hoarse disaster
It wasn't my choice

I just want to be free
From all pain
Fly airplanes
Disappear by train

i just want to express myself
So everyone can notice the real me
I don't even know who that is
But it's who I want to be

I just want to
Is that so hard to understand
That I want everything
And to be able to take life by the hand