Friend Zone 12/11/12

Seeing you again
After the time that's past
I Never Thought this one sided love would last
The awkward it was the slower I tried
Slowly failing it ate at my pride
I'll never understand, I'll always be five steps behind confused at the idea that is you

After all these years I felt something
I mistook arrogance for love
And ignorance for forever
Every time We Hangout I Felt Unwanted, Mistreated, Unneeded and Unloved
As My Aura Crashes and Enrages
I Turn All The Pages

To End This Pain And Symphony Of Tragic Suicide With The Self Destruction Of My Feelings For You
The Delusion In My Head Is The Illusion I Desire
My Love For You Can Widespread Wildfire

I'm Letting Go To Find The One
Clearly This Illusion Has Become A Comedic Tragedy For You
I Close My Eyes To Drift Away From The Pain
Endorphins Are Released In My Brain
My Heart Races As Does My Car Into The Fog and Rain
And When I Shall Awake From This Nightmare
The Perfect Lover With Be There
Holding My Ever So Tightly