Ex-Best Friends

I was having problems at home and just with finding myself so I closed up and wouldn't even talk to my best friend about it so we drifted apart.......i guess you could say I pushed her away.......someone else came in the picture and they became closer and I was replaced.......that's how I felt but it's really not how I should be putting it......I never told her this because I felt that it was my fault and I didn't blame her. We are still friends.....all three of us........and I have gotten over this..........oh so I think......it's kind of a werid friendship that we have though.......I'll shut up and let you read the poem now

I call you but you turn the other way to her
We use to be best friends
what happened what changed

I was always the one
you would come to for everything
I was the first to hear you troubles,
your joys, your problems
I miss what we use to have
our friendship, the past

If I could go back
back to when it was me and you
I would fix what has changed this all
But I can't go back
I cant only move forward

I'm happy you found somene better
I really am happy for you
I just hope that I cant get over this soon
and find someone better too