Today.

I thought today was gonna be okay,
But I came to therapy all choked up and nothing to say.
I thought today was gonna be just fine,
But that was nothing but a lie.
I wanted to be alone,
But I hated feeling that way;
I guess it's just one of those days.
I wanted to give in,
And cut my wrist,
At the moment, I didn't want to exist.
That's silly of me to say,
Because deep down I don't really want to die.
But I do know one thing,
I really wanted to cry.