My Suicide Note

Staring at the ceiling, nothing to look for
Thinking and cringing about what you've done.
Let it go, I hear. It's hard to let it go when you
react to your fears.

Crying tears wanting to escape.
Ever want to commit suicide to
get away from the one person you loathe.
Someone you hate and want them to choke

The person is you, maybe you're doing to have them think.
" I never knew!" As the wind blew on a winters day I imagine
its spring.

I'll jump off a bridge, or lay in the snow.
Its better to freeze to death in the cold than to bleed out and die slow.
I don't want to die young, but i'll do what i have to do.
I'll sacrafice everything, maybe even my soul

Apologize to you, to see the last of me, the image
didn't want it to end this way, I just couldn't have it.

Maybe I'm really crazy, who knows?
Dying just to kill the memories of a petrified soul.

I don't want to fall in front of a crowd.
I want to fall in my bedroom and scream so loud.
I'm dying to get away, I'm not even sad.
But if you were me, you'd understand and know
that be lucky for what you have, you never know
great it is until it gets bad.