Nothing at all!

I hate you so much,
More then you'll ever begin to know,
I hate this feeling thats consumed my life,
And has started to eat me alive,
I don't want to feel anything,
But yet I feel everything and nothing all at once,
My mind is twisted and spining in every consivable derection,
All because of you and the pain you've caused me,
And you just sit there and laugh like it's no big deal,
Like I ment nothing to you,
Nothing at all!