Once...

You bring me close to lossing it all, when im so close why let me fall while we are hanging from the edge.You enjoy controling my moves my eating my everything must you be the beast i fear when i sleep or do you pray one day i never wake. I awake I break down I forget who I am I loss myselfy trying to be the dream me you long for me to be. You are a hypocrite, your words conderdick every single move you make. And when the cold come I do not long for your warm embrace cause the place your heart is supoose to be is cover in a thick layer of ice.You lips taste like another's and I wonder why I care what you feel how I look to you. That was me once upon a time i no longer wish to see you hear from you, you are no longer on my mind why should i waste my time. yes i loved him once but i will no longer