I Don't Know

I feel this pain,
Because i miss him.
Im having some anxiety issues cause i miss him.
Im dying a little on the inside.
I dont know where he is,,
What hes doing,
Why he wont talk to me,
Why he's avoiding me.
Why he doesnt want me, I cant take it.
I love him so much,
I miss him so much.. I need him... I cant take this anymore.. I love you.
♠ ♠ ♠
For Adam Michael Adkins.