What Could Have Been

At night I lay here
Next to where you used to be
I know I need to let go of my past
So I can have a future
But it used to be so pretty and so new

I know that he is better suited for me
And I know that our love is weaker than this
But I can't help but wonder
Where we would be

Would I fall for him even if I loved you
Would I cry most nights
Because I lost you
Or would I be over you

And I know they say
You're in a better place
But do you miss me
Do you kiss her every night
And give her love from me

I miss you still
Even though I found my soulmate
And realized it wasn't you
I still lay here and wonder why did you go

Until the day we meet again
I'll wonder what could have been