You and her

I'm Crouching behind a bush
Hoping you don't see
Why does this always
Happen to me?

Then i see her walking
She's headded twards you
I crouch lower
I want to be hidden

You greet her
With a kiss
My heart sinks
In my chest

You gesture
To the bench
And then sit her down

I'm trying hard to listen
But you're talking softly
You have a gift for her

She opens it
You smile broadly
She kisses you
And you don't let go

I look....
Away
I start.....
To cry
I loved.....
You first
I want.....
To die