We Must "Love" Family.

In the darkness of night i get a silent fright.
Nothing to fear or that you could even hear, but deadly with a curse.
You of course were my family, supposed love, right? How can one love when one does not love back?
Like in the oceans ripples you're mood changes without equals.
You're part of my family? I hope not. We collide with no sense of paradise.
A broken home with a broken young girl, with no hope. Of course you made this, we could of avoided this...
How can I hide when there's nothing in sight? I'm left alone in the deadly unspoken of world, with not a clue to hold on.
Do you even care enough?
My Mother, Brother, Father, Cousins, Uncles, Aunties... All are classed "Insane" Am I as well?

Or am I the only unspoken "Sane"?