I want you to know..

I can't stop thinking about you,
it feels so weird.
I get this anxious feeling,
the feeling before you're about to start your big career.
I can't help but get jealous,
when I see you with her.
When I see other girls hanging off of you,
because I know you'd rather be with them,
because I am way less than perfect.
I just wish you knew,
and I wish I could tell you,
how much you mean to me already.
I just want this thing we have to stay steady.
Because I really like you,
and I think I am falling for you.
But we said no getting attached,
we do our thing, and then you are gone in a flash.
The truth is, I just want to be with you,
and let you know I care.
I get goosebumps when you give me that stare.
I love looking into your eyes,
because they are gorgeous.
I have feelings for you,
and I am sorry for this.
I love your hugs,
they make me feel safe.
That night, I wish I could have stayed with you in that place.
It was so blissful, completely calm and I felt so innocent.
I felt completely comfortable and at peace.
You told me you don't know if you are ready,
and I understand that.
I just wish you were,
because I believe that I'd be good to you, and you'd be good to me.
I've never felt this way about anyone before,
I want to let you know, that it's you that I adore..
I think I fell for you,
but I am unsure.
I wish I could tell you all of this,
but I can't.
You made me not want to end it all
with the sound of a gat.
I feel so safe with you,
but I feel like you are going to disappear.
I want you not to be afraid,
I want you to know that I am here...