Not So Innocent

I was young once
So innocent
My mind wasn't filled
With ill intent
I didn't say things
I never meant
To say
I was truthful
I spoke my mind
There were no scars
To hide behind
Back then I knew not
That I was blind
And I was not the kind
To say

Some days I feel like crying
Some days I smile instead
Some days I feel I'm dying
When I lie in my bed
They will never know I'm trying
The hardest I have done yet
They will never know their little girl
Is not so innocent