Save Me, Forgive Me, Help Me, Rescue Me, Love Me...

I'm alone and no one hears my screams. I hear the whispers, I see the light but I'm chained to the wall. I try to fight them, try to pry them from my mind, but she kneels and whispers in my ear 'Let it down to die.'

I forget all the human feelings, try to push them into dark and for that tiny moment I don't feel like I'm about to die. I let my mind forget the pain, I let it pretend is all okay.

My will is dying, and when I'm about to pass out, she stands infront of me and in the flash of a light I can see her looking me. I see the smile she gives me through... And I realize it's a mirror, what I'm looking to.

She is the one who was left, the one who should be here, the one with the perfect life and dreams who should be here.

Her wary eye keeps looking down, she's not happy for the way things turned out.

'Why did you gave up?'
'I'm tired and afraid.'
'Never stopped me before.'
'I don't wanna fight'
'You haven't tried'


My glance turned to my own wrists, the little lines that with years became scars, the lines that tainted my life that once gave my life, now are leading me to dark.

The cold red liquid dripping through my arms, and I feel like I wanna cry but the tears won't come out, something is holding them down.

'Who are you?'
'I'm a prisoner of your own mind.'
'How do I set you free?'
'You have to let go of me.'
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I have no idea how this cam through but I was listen PTV and then this came out.