Dreamer Until My Last Breath

This started out as of a simple list
Of ways I've always fought
The obstacle thrown ahead of me
And the way others have changed me
The joy and pain they've brought

This started out with many people
But now it's all for you
One person standing alone, white on black
And now you leave me this one thing
There's one thing left to do

Dreamer until my last breath 
Dream with all I have left
And find the world left behind 
For you and me alone, Darling
Pull up a chair and call in home

I've grown on you like ivy does a wall
This secret influence becoming plain to see
Publish these subliminal verses
That tug at your heart strings
And bring you straight to me

You're teaching me to dream again
Dream like I haven't lost my pride
One ginger step at a time, my sweet
Until I'm flying through the night
Until I leave Earth's atmosphere in stride

Believe me when I say I'm trying
I'm trying my hardest to believe in the world
But no matter how hard I try
I find I can only believe in you
For the others are too twisted and curled

12/21 will come and I am not afraid
The new era is now not far
So I'll squeeze my eyes shut and wish 
I'll wish for the new dawn
To bring peace to all you are

You make me feel that anything is possible
With your promises and dreams so sweet
And I trust that you
Will never let me fall
You're playing on my heart like a drumbeat

I'm losing time while I'm lost with you
And my sense of direction as well 
I was a lonely star in the night sky
Out of my black and white emptiness
To meet you, I fell

Dreamer until my last breath
Dreamt with all I had left
And found the story that was bound 
Opened for you and me
Pages only our eyes will see

Svetlana! Svetlana! Oh holy star!
My name is what it means to be free
With my golden wings moving gracefully
I'm finding my way to my love
You're the greatest there will ever be

I don't know what our futures hold
I'm just hoping this gold will never fade
You see, I'm floating on this cloud
And counting all those lovely stars
That, by hand, we've made

So take my hand and whisper to me
All things you've never said
I want to know so we can grow
What makes you truly tick
Visit the city inside your head

I swear that I will protect you
You'll never be a toy
I'll cherish you inside my heart
My heart is home
To the most beautiful boy

You're a piece of art from head to toe 
My newest inspiration to follow
A wandering eye abolished
A bleeding, screaming soul finding silence
I know I am no longer hollow

It happened so fast, my darling
But that's how I know it's real
I'm seeing all the colors in the white
You're adding color to the black
I'm tripping head over heels

Dreamer until my last breath
Dream with all we have left
Two hearts in perfect time
Searching for a world so bright
You and I will win this fight

You said together forever
I allow myself to give you trust
We'll fight off all these fears
We'll break down all these walls
For our salvation, fight we must

And we will win this fight 
Together forever, fighting back to back
And loving lips to lips
Because I know with you I'm strong enough
To acquire all the virtues I lack

Promise me together forever
Maxiboy and Sunnigirl in the light
And a world of dreams no one will understand
But that's how it was meant to be
In this world, only you and I are granted sight

You'll be mine, and I'll be yours
And all is right tonight
Yes, everything is alright

Dreamer until my last breath
Dream with these promises to be kept
Love this world you helped me find
And as the stars wake on their own
We'll pull up a chair and call it home