I miss you, but I hate you just as much

Fuck this shit.
-You're ridiculous-
I'm done with this.
-Now, close your lying lips-
I took the hits.
-And it comes down to this-
Fuck this shit.

You thought I'd fall,
Cower and crawl.
But, babe, I didn't lose at all.
I'm done with what you put me through.
I said I'm over. DONE with you.
I fell I cried,
When you said 'bye',
Then you came back,
I was so surprised.
I took my chance to play my card,
And that was when I broke your heart.

Then I had you by the strings,
You held to me like static cling.
I pushed you off,
And yet, you fought.
A tragedy for your hopeless thoughts.
I used to want you close to me,
But now, just get away from me.
I can't stand the things you do.
I hated 'us' with me and you.