Raise Your Glass

I stare at the blade in my hand
As I make another scar
It's getting harder to stand
and it's hurting my heart
Knowing I'll never be enough
Knowing you'll never care for me
Knowing that you won't ever love 
Someone as screwed up as me
so now my blade is my best friend
Cause I have no one else
They say they'll be with me till the end
But they leave when I cry for help
You did the same when I told you about me
Cause now all you do is ignore
And you won't ever see
Cause I'm closing the door
I'm ending my life
And no one will even care
They won't notice that I've died
They won't see that I'm not there
So goodbye all my "friends" 
Goodbye my one true love
You wouldn't stick with me till the end
I was never good enough
So I pick up my razor
Make a cut deeper than ever before
I pick up the pills and swallow so many
I close my eyes while falling to the floor
Congratulations to all
You've gotten rid of me at last
No one was here when I called
And now you can raise your glass