Where Did Everything Go Wrong

Tear at my skin,
It's not needed.
Go over the scars,
I want more.

Bleed out of every opening,
Death is so beautiful.
Yell at every mirror,
They taunt me.

How could this happen?

I was such a good kid,
They say.
I was never unhappy,
Always smiling.

That's where I fooled you.

I was never happy,
Never smiling.
I was never a good kid,
You just never saw.

How did I hide this?

The scars,
They never seen.
The crying,
They never heard.

How could someone be so stupid?

Taken for granted,
Looked over.
The nobody,
Yearning for attention.

Did I ask for this?

Want to be hated,
All your animosity turning to me.
Leave,
Take all your hate and take the long road.

What happened?

Death and blood,
Covering everyone's hands.
The truth being discarded,
Throwing innocent lives away.

Just to save yourself.