Misery

Misery loves company, this is said,
Then why do I live in dread?
Company is all around me,
So why do I suffer from chronic misery?

Time heals all wounds, this is said
Then why does my heart feel dead?
It’s been so long since then,
So why does the pain come again and again?

Nothing lasts forever, this is said,
Painful memories in my head
Nothing good will last,

Everything it seems,
Is swallowed up in the relentless past