Alone
I am so alone.
Alone protects me… but it hurts.
Physical contact is taken for granted.
I can’t remember the last time I willingly engaged in a hug,
or nudged someone playfully,
or even wanted to brush against anyone.
I have trapped myself in a bubble.
I do not want to be penetrated,
but I want someone to notice
and try to break me down anyway.
I want someone to try.
I’m used to moving through life,
never staying with people for extended periods,
because I get bored, frustrated, disinterested.
Best friends are overrated.
I am so alone.
solitarylonelyisolatedbroken
make. it. stop.
.
.
.
save me from myself.
anyone.
please.
Alone protects me… but it hurts.
Physical contact is taken for granted.
I can’t remember the last time I willingly engaged in a hug,
or nudged someone playfully,
or even wanted to brush against anyone.
I have trapped myself in a bubble.
I do not want to be penetrated,
but I want someone to notice
and try to break me down anyway.
I want someone to try.
I’m used to moving through life,
never staying with people for extended periods,
because I get bored, frustrated, disinterested.
Best friends are overrated.
I am so alone.
solitarylonelyisolatedbroken
make. it. stop.
.
.
.
save me from myself.
anyone.
please.