Alone

I am so alone.
Alone protects me… but it hurts.

Physical contact is taken for granted.
I can’t remember the last time I willingly engaged in a hug,
or nudged someone playfully,
or even wanted to brush against anyone.

I have trapped myself in a bubble.
I do not want to be penetrated,
but I want someone to notice
and try to break me down anyway.

I want someone to try.

I’m used to moving through life,
never staying with people for extended periods,
because I get bored, frustrated, disinterested.
Best friends are overrated.

I am so alone.

solitarylonelyisolatedbroken

make. it. stop.

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save me from myself.

anyone.

please.