Shadows of the Damned

Darkness, wrapped by the shadows of the damned,
make the nightmares become a reality.
While my fears threaten my soul,
I am surrounded by taunting, dancing demons.

While my soul hangs in the balance,
of breaking and insanity,
a recognition comes to me;
I've been here before,
while your hands were around my neck.

I can still feel the couch digging into my back,
winding spikes swim throughout my head
slowly the air starts to get showr
and the demons become more real

Red eyes pierce through me
and i can feel their nails
separate the skin from my bone.
Sweat comes down my brow.
Something, almost silently escapes my lips.

While my throat screams in pain,
air rushes into my lungs.
Short deep breaths break through my chest.

I come crashing down,
Pain shoots through hands and knees.
Sweat mixed with hot tears burn my eyes and travel down my face.

Heat comes from my throat
and radiates through my neck.
Anger and agression stares at me.
I feel no sense of remourse coming from the figure.

Said figure moves toward me
my eyes still unclear,
I cant make out who it is...
But i know.

Strong evil grips my throat again
I am brought to my feet this time
My legs are barely holding me. I hear a soft voice calling me
a light shines.

Could this be my end?
No, I am saved by a schiizophrenic angel
he backs off, my neck red and tears flying down my face.

She knows, but says nothing.
She brings me into a brightly lit, dirty room.
My heavy breathing slows
I am still crying.

She asks me to find something,
I do so and once more i am left alone
with the demon.
Fear pulses through me.

A scream climbs my throat
He advances toward me
claws grim my arms and i am entranced
by black and red eyes.

I am lead to a different loaction
fire shoots around me,
threatening third degree burns.
my scream escapes.
It's loud and powerful.

It suprises the demon,
knocking him off balance.
I am flung back to reality.
Sweat comes in bullets down my face

The sun gleams through my windows
From a monitor i hear laughter
as the oxygen i crave fills my lungs.

A smile spreads across my face.
I put my robe on and creap to the bathroom.
Once finished, i hear my name

"Mommy."

I open the door and am met by two
gorgeous, smiling angels.
and i forget...
until later tonight.
♠ ♠ ♠
this is something i wrote a while ago. Its sad and scary all at the same time, and i lived through it.