Fear

Rough and cold but warms up quickly
The skin I'm wearing slides in swiftly
The booming blue runs through the darkened sky
Hidden and safe but still I cry

Private scenes cascade, dancing in my head
They make you wish you were dead
Distant memories is what they show me
I want to be weightless, wild, free

"Got to!", "The only way!", Ana demands
My life, what's left...is in her hands.
...I do it. Of food, I deprive
How'm I not living, yet still alive?

Hunger pains continue to attack my core
Wishing to die just a little more.