For You...

There are so many things I wish I could tell you,
but I am afraid of rejection.
You make me feel like you are my 100% protection.
In my eyes, you are nothing less than perfection.
You make me happy, and feel safe,
you give me hope that things can get better.
I wish you knew how much you mean to me already,
I wish you knew that when you hug me,
i get butterflies, and all my worries are set free.
When you kiss me, well this is difficult to explain,
but, when you kiss me, I forget about everything,
and only happiness remains.
In my eyes, as I told you before,
you are amazing, perfect in every way.
I'm glad I met you,
and this is kind of what I wanted to tell you
the other day.
I hope when you read this,
it makes you smile.
I hope our friendship lasts a while.
I know things are going to change one day,
but that's why I am just thinking about here and now.
And to be honest, you kind of broke down the guard
I had around my heart.
And I really appreciate that night
when you picked me up as I was starting to fall apart.
But my fear is that all of what I am trying to explain,
mean absolutely nothing to you..
I hope and prey that isn't true...
I've been hurt before, and I'm sure you have at one point as well,
and I'm trying not to let that happen,
for either of us.
And when things change, I am just going to remember the good times,
the hugs, happiness and laughing.
I actually kinda wished our friendship could be something more..
but I guess I'd rather have you as a friend that nothing at all.
Did you know that, your voice, I kinda, actually, adore?
And did you know that your hugs make me feel safe and secure?
And that your smile brightens my day?
This is my little attempt at making you smile,
I know it sucks, but just bare with me.
This is my little attempt at trying to tell you
all I wanted to say...