Figured Out

I feel I've got it figured out
But these things I can't say
I want to scream it from my lungs
But it's never the right time of day

I feel that some will accept me
And others...well just won't
I lie to myself inside
And say I don't care I just don't

I don't think it's a huge deal
My interest in who I love
I fear they might think it's not real
And will only frown and judge

I've known this for a while now
But just now I have come to terms
I sit here with a smile now
Knowing it could be worse

I don't know how to go about it
I don't know who to tell
Do I whisper it to some about it
Or say it to all in a yell

Sometimes I fear that they won't see it
At least not with their own eyes
But I want them to believe it
That I like girls and guys