Hold Me Sweetly; It'll Be The Last Time

Page after page,
I'll never see you again.
Lie after lie,
Because I love you.
But what if love isn't enough?

So you take my heart in your hand
And spin it like a top
Found spinning on a child's floor
Until it's tired
And falls over.

You whisper lies in my ear
So I can run with it
Under the sun
Of the long summer days
That you promised me.

Slowly find other ways to enter,
Penetrating me
Until I'm crying.
You took the most precious thing
A girl could ever have.

You took my everything,
Leaving me feel worse
Then sitting in your principles' office
In grade school, knowing
You did something horribly wrong.

The green grass swayed
Between us softly,
Your face by mine,
My lips eager for your
Sweet kisses that whisper hurt.

So why did you come back?
You obviously weren't
Welcome back in my life.
You see, I'm weak for you,
I can't say no.

Hold me gently
Just one more time
Before I'm reminded;
You're the worst thing to
EVER happen to me.