Blank.

I stare at the wall.
Blank.
Blinking away tears,
I realize just what you mean to me.

You're more then a friend,
Someone looking our for me,
Protecting mefrom myself.
You're a night light
Scaring away all the bad demons
Within myself.

You're more then a lover,
Someone to hold me tight,
Make sure I'm happy.
You're a blanket
Wrapping me up in your warmth
To fend off the chill of the world.

I turn over in my bed,
Allowing the hurt to form
In the pits of my stomach.
I messed everything up,
Definatlly not for the better.

Now all you are is a friend.
Not a lover,
No longer my protector,
Or the light that shines over my world.
A friend.

Tears won't spill,
Hurt no longer exists.
I stare at the wall,
Blank.
Just like my insides.