Just kill yourself

Write a happy poem,
they ask.
Oh, and smile more while you're at it.
If you pretend you're happy,
then you'll become happy.

Don't cry.
You're not allowed to.
Crying is a weakness.
You're not allowed to have weaknesses.

Here's a drink.
No wait, here's a pill.
These make you feel good.
They will mask your,
illness.

No one is by your side.
Absolutely no one,
when you present your disease.
Your friends don't care.
Your family is too busy.

Just kill yourself.
You aren't good enough.
Cut your wrist again?
You pathetic whore.
You tried to kill yourself again?
We won't even look at your face anymore.

Just fucking kill yourself.