sorry.

I haven’t wrote a poem in 10 days,

and that’s way too long to go without writing a poem.

And my heart’s getting pretty heavy with all of the things I haven’t said,

so I’m saying it all today, and it’s driving you crazy.

I know you haven’t slept in days, and I just make you more tired.

I know I’m a crying baby on a 10 hour plane ride

and you just want some rest.

But don’t give up yet,

we have more to live for, that we were given in 1 month and 13 days,

than some people are give to live for in their entire lives.

Just so you know,

I haven’t been able to see since Christmas Eve,

when I woke up and my glasses were stained with tears

and there was no one there to clean them for me.

Also, I’ve been sleeping pretty well for the last 9 nights

because no one’s been stealing the pillows,

but I hate it.

I’ve been getting pretty cold without you here to kiss me thaw,

even though I got those new curtains that save 99% heat,

and I’ve been sleeping with two blankets,

and with my clothes on.

I’m getting pretty cold,

and my bark is getting worst than my frostbite.

And I’m a broken record, I’m stuck on repeating, “I’m sorry”

because I really am sorry,

and I don’t know if you believe me

because I know sorry loses its meaning when I say it all the time.

I really am sorry.