damn you.

some say that flying
is a breathe of freedom-
some say that the wind
underneath your wings
is beautiful

i think i thought so-
once- but not today
i can't admire something
that has robbed youth
of its privileges.

damn you, damn it all
i have no one to damn
i don't put stock in fate
and now certainly not God
damn you

emotions have never been
my strong suit, and love
is not easy to achieve
but I will miss you so much
every day, Jordan

stay safe for me, Jordan
if i didn't say it- it should've 
been understood; you're 
too young to be playing
games with fate