A down-hill love, down-hill lovers

I remenber, remenber the wide eyes and the ghostly tears.
I promsied, promsied to never let go of your fargile hand.
But we were wrong, we are broken, we went unclear,
You tell me to stay, to stay with you, more like a commaned.
Once I slide out of your touch, both almost lifeless.
I'm not dead, No. I'm finally alive.
If I said I regrett you would be the same old good for nothing.
You were never mine.
If I said I forget I would be lying.
Lying on rotting skulls for the end of time.
You make me feel ill,
You are the drug,
I hate what I've been through,
but You gave me a drill.
Now Screw me, Screw my heart out!
I loved you at one point,
However you made that small 360 to a big 180.
A point has to end and the end is now,
I just never wanted it to end with wide eyes and ghostly tears.