Ah, Love

I see what others refuse to acknowledge
I walk thru life without the urge to look back.
Some say that you'll be better in the end
but when does it end?
All I wanted was to be happy.
I'm filling up with hate!
I cant' do this anymore.
I don't want to live like this, I want to be myself and feel so free!
Trees whistle in the wind and the sun shines like there's no end.
The sky looks gray in my eyes today and everyday for that sake.
How will I know when it is right to come out and play?
How will I know if I'll get hurt or not?
Am I supposed to forget about this life?
All I remember is that burning sensation in my eyes and the dried out lies.
The feeling that I'll never get what I want.
The signal from within warning me of potential sin.
There's no love.
There never was a love.
Who knows of it?
Please tell me.
Grasp it if you can.
I sure never will.
It's just too much of a pain to maintain with the circumstances given.
When will I get my break?
Scorch my insides with temptation.
Rip into my soul with vengeance of morality.
Take all that you need but leave me to bleed.
I want to suffer because in suffering I am born again.
Think that you win and I will prove you wrong by taking away your power.
Be yourself and let my world go round and round again for nobody to see.
Ah, love.