Kept to Myself

I wish I could tell you,
All the words I wish I could say.
To tell you all about my day.
The loneliness, the frequent fear.
The quiet sighs and silent tears.
I am bursting at the seams.
Wanting to tell you about my dreams.
You hold me tight.
All through the night.
A soft kiss here,
A nibble there.
You run your fingers through my hair.
You whisper you love me and softly caress.
In the moonlight, we slowly undress.
What happens next is magical.
Beautiful, you see,
I hug you tighter and moan, “take all of me”
A smile spreads across your face.
All through the night as we embrace.
Such a special moment with only you I share.
I wish that I could tell you,
But I don’t ever dare.