Stop ***ing staring

Stop staring!
I can't get them to go,
I stopped the pain,
Isnt that enough?
You bullied,
You took confidence,
torn it out my chest
"Help" it's final word.
I'm diffrent.
I can't change,
I won't change,
I'll die,
You do everyday,
What is this to you?
hobbie? a routine?
It's your doing,
my own skinner,
I bleed, I pled.
You get amusment from me,
I'm your illustrator to your author,
You say the words,
I do the cuts,
So Stop staring!
Stop staring at my art....