When I Think of You

When I think of you,
I think to myself, why?
Why did this have to happen?
Why are we like this?
What made us this way?
When I think of you,
I wonder,
How could you be doing this?
How could you just throw me away?
How could you treat me the way that you did?
When I think of you,
I ask myself,
Will anything ever be the same?
Can I ever trust you again?
When I think of our relationship,
I think to myself,
It will never be the same again.
I will never feel safe around you.
When I think of you,
I feel anger.
I feel hate.
But most of all,
I feel the tears running down my face.