Hell Inside My Head

What the fuck is wrong with you?
Don't you know what food does to you?
Why are you looking for something to eat?
You're already big enough,
Why add onto the self-hate?

You're going to regret this later, you know.
Wait what the fu-
Why!
Why the hell did you eat that?!
God dammit, you fucking idiot!
God, why are you so stupid?!
No one is ever going to love your fat self.
You're gross, and you're the reason why there is no food in the house.
You're fucking stupid.

Go on, cry then.
You did this to yourself.
This is your fault.
Go ahead, cut yourself, whiny little bitch.
It's not like you have anything better to do.
You know, there are people who are worse off,
And you are just sitting here crying about yourself.
See what that shows?
It shows that you're weak, and you can't handle anything.

You're unstable.
You can't do anything right.
You're a screw up.
You're fat.
You're ugly.
No one could ever love you.

Why am I the voice in your head?
I hate being this thing
Having to deal with your shit.
You hate yourself too,
I really hope you do.
This isn't my fault.
I'm not making things worse.
I'm just reminding you of what you already know.

Fuck up.
Just do everyone a favor and kill yourself.
No one would care.
No one would cry.
You deserve this.
This is your fault.
You did this to yourself.
Idiot.