Soon Enough

Everything's fuzzy
Everything's grey
So, here's all the things
I wish I could say:

I'm in a little deeper
Than I'd originally planned
It's scary how much
I love holding your hand

This isn't me
Let me remind you of this
And the person I was
Is someone I miss

I'm tired of waiting
But I'd wait so long
Even though I know
That waiting is wrong

I'm not a person
Who relies on such things
I am my own person
And I just want to be freed

But if there is a way
To have both you and I
I'd back up my things
And leave the whole world behind

Because although I am quiet
I'm praying deep down
That soon enough forever
Just might roll around