Dieing insanely

Why why is it me
Why why am I me
Why didn't I die
Why am I still alive

Is this real or is it a lie
Why do I have to die insanely
Why oh why
Will this ever go away
The pain is killing me
Why dose every one hate me
Why am I still here

I'm dieing
Dieing insanely
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I'm sorry if its not you type of poetry