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Everyone says they want to be a barbie,
I'm one.
I'm so ridiculously fake,
In my words, the truth is none.
I'm so unhappy,
I'm just plain out sad.
I feel like you don't care anymore,
My scars are getting pretty bad.
I've cut so much in the past week,
My skin is going to peel away.
I'm becoming weak,
But I missed you everyday.
I missed you so fucking much,
& it seems like you didn't care.
Because in all reality,
It never turns out fair.
I always wind up liking someone so much more,
To them I'm number two,
But to me they're everything,
I'm done being used.
I really fucking cared,
I really did.
I wanted you forever,
But I'm just a kid.